After The Alley

"defintly rough" i smiled and kissed him roughly my hand tickling his balls

"Really?" I ask, smiling. "Want it rough right now?"

i shruged "not really i... dont' know what i want"

I nod. "When you figure out, tell me." I say before kissing your collarbone and running my hands down your back.

I shivered at his hands then i looked at him i knew what i wanted but i knew i couldn't tell him so i kept quite

I see your face change and get suspicious. "You know, you can ask for anything, right? I won't judge you." I say, holding you close. "You can say whatever."

I looked at him "you won't want what i want"

"Tell me." I say firmly, looking in your eyes. "I promise I'll try."

i couldn't help but look in his eyes "you" i say plainly as i hoped out of his arms turning away from him and started to really wash not in the mood anymore

"What?" I ask. "Did I say something wrong?" I frown.

I shook my head and looked at him "it's what i want i can't have it and i know this"

I scowl. "Even if you can't have it, tell me! You're making me all frustrated."

"you i want you as a part of me" i finally said then i covered my mouth looking down

"What does that even mean and why are you embarrassed about it?" I ask, still very confused.

"just never mind drop it" i finished cleaning myself off then hoped out grabing a towl

"Oh no." I say firmly. I get out too. "Tell me. I'm not gonna leave this one alone."

I sighed and looked at him "i want a relaionship, not nightly things like this"

I nod. "Okay, can't we have both? We can have fun at night and I can see you at day, too?"

i groaned "that's not what i ment" i walked to my room and floped on my bed my wet hair everywhere on the bed

"So... do you want me in a relationship? Me in bed? Both? Or do you not want me?" I ask, horribly confused.

"i want everything from you, other then kids, i hate kids" i shuddered at the thought of little kids but then agian i welcomed te idea but i looked at him "i want there to be a us"

"We can be an 'us'." I say happily. "Jeez, the way you were freaking out, I thought you wanted to try some weird position or something. I would love to be your 'us'." I finish, smiling at you.

I sat up and looked at him smiling then i jumped up letting my towl fall i jumped up on him wraping my legs around his waist, i kissed him then yawned and looked at the time 7:00 am "we made it" i yawned again "now i'm tired" i laughed

I smile too, hugging you. "But I didn't finish." I say slowly.

i looked at him and smiled "i'm all yours" i whisper in his ear