Josh comes with a girl

i looked at her confused again "what are you babbling about! it's not like were togeather!" i stoped and looked away then at her "are we?"

"No we're not together, i just don't want you to lie. I know you were with a girl. That doesn't bother me, ok?" I say. "I just... You're not my boyfriend, and I know that."

I walked up behind her and put my arms around her waist "but you wish i was don't you"

I push you away. "Actually, no, I don't." I say, matter-of-factly. "I don't really know you. And you don't know me." I look at you. "I liked you body, and that's it."

I laughed and went to my room and laid down on my bed and yawned

I sighed and went to the couch. I squeezed myself onto it and frowned. "Not very comfy." I say under my breath as I wrap the sheet around me. I try to sleep, but I keep thinking about Josh in the other room.

I watched tv for a bit then turned my light off and stared at the ceiling "josh you don't like her" i slap myself

"Did you just slap yourself? That's lame." I call from the other room. Then I laugh a little.

"what?" i call back smiling

"Hey, can I come in there and sleep in your bed? This couch is too small!" I call.

"Fine by me!" i grined and made room for her

I come in and lay down beside you. I use the sheet I had to wrap my self up. "thanks."

"yelp" i roll over to the other side "you don't like her you don't like her" i whisper

"Stop talking to yourself." I mumble, closing my eyes. "It's creepy."

i look at her "i creep you out alot don't i"

"Yah, you were less creepy when we were together." I say nicely. "You didn't seem creepy at all that night."

i turned over to face her "i'm only slapping myself and talking to myself so i won't fall for you" i sighed and looked at the cirling

"Wow, that's creepy too." I mutter, turning over to face you. "You should stop spazzing out."

I look at her "why? i know i can't have you.... so i won't let myself fall"

"Well, you can be with me, but you can't have me." I say firmly. "You know?"

"yes i know..." i sighed "but that's not what im protecting myself from"

"Are you about to go all girly on me?" I ask. "I liked it when you were doing me. This is kind of lame."

I grined and rolled on top of her "then would you rather me to shut up and do you?"

I sigh. "I don't really know." I say, looking at you. "I still feel angry, and you make it complicated, and I am kind of sore. But if you want to..."

"now who's going girly?" i joked and started to kiss her neck